It’s not much but I took it three days ago. I have a thing for this time of year. I think it’s the leaves changing colors or maybe the gloomy skys.
Today was odd. I had such a good dream last night that I didn’t want to wake up from it. I was so sad that I did. It affected my whole day. It made me sad that whole day.I guess I’ve been sad and it’s just another sad day. Well the dream was random, it had Vicky, Krista, Jessi, Maldeevs, Manny, and someone else whom I did not recognize. In the dream, I had the car and I was driving around Clifton with them looking for a dealer so we can smoke. In the dream I found myself looking in the back seat alot and at Vicky. I think it’s because I miss her. But also in the dream we drove on route 21 which didn’t look like 21 but it was. In the dream we were trying to figure out which of em I drive home first. We didn’t figure it out. It was raining in the dream too.
But today I cleaned a lot. I cleaned the bathroom, the room, organized my drawer and my sisters drawer. I got twenty dollars for it. I hope I get a job soon. Cleaning really helped me today, it helped with the stress and frustration. I guess it’s guess I’m not happy and I can’t find a reason to be happy.
And this was taken today, this morning around 8a.m. I woke up because the sun was beaming through the blinds and it woke me up. I just had to see how it looked. This is how it looked. It was the first thing I saw this morning.
nothing left to do but run, run, run. Let’s run….
